True Friends

accept each others past they're one and the same,

no regret no need to name and shame,

support each others presents, we got each othas backs,

keepin each otha alive, keepin em one their tracks,

encourage each others future,

making bond of gold not pewter,

its jus how we do, how we survive,

no time for haters or fakers jus take a dive,

into the dark unknown abyss we see as reality,

half the time we're flitting between lean and sobriety,

the line between the remorse and ruthless blurred,

these aint just lyrics they're words thas got ur mind spurred,

provoking questions your afraid to ask,

questions that you think are too much to ask,

but guess what thats just how it is, just how the world goes round,

moneys worth nothing, the dollar or the pound,

it all just a cheap substitute for the real currency,

the real thing of value, its so scandalous i'd call it heracy,

its the price of human life, the one thing that can't be quantified,

the one and only currency that cant be justified,

and yet the governmentality plays the banks,

buying and sharing to those with the highest rank,

stealing from the people then laughing it off like it was some prank,

well guess what, now my boyz and i are on the scene,

we dove into that abyss n now wer feelin mean,

we got ourselves the license, the credit cards,

to deal in life but guess what, its hard,

we gonna play with your lives, not vice versa,

wer gonna deal in your debt, cut your lives short,

just like you do we'll show no remorse,

rip out ur lungs and put em ina horse,

drag your dead body across the ground so coarse,

this is the reality, the truth behind your pen and paper,

you knew it too, u just never cared cos ur a hater,

well now its u turn cos im not a giver im a taker,

and i got my boys behind me so you havent got a chance,

im too good at this deadly dance,

and every kill i make my skills enhance...

dam i could go on forever lol thas enufff for now lool

We are slaves of no emotion

we are slaves to no emotion

we are masters of no devotion

except the meaning of life, the notion

the dark red vile of deadly potion

its the drink of life, the red pill

its what will make u see the light over the hill

its the water wheel inside a mill

the heat element in a grill

it starts the creation, sarts the flow

it moves your mind, moves your soul

puts it to one side to make room fo the big metal pole

the one ur gonna use to take the life of a hoe

the one ur gonna use 2 take the doe

from the till of the neighborhood tesco

now that you've taken it there's no turning back,

no way to fix up and get back on track,

its all because of the qualities we lack,

the silly notion of emotion,

it seems to us as improbable as devotion,

to those who have taken the potion,

that dark red vile, the reason for the corrosion,

of my mind, my heart and my soul.

(P.S. any1 tell me whats in the vile? =P)

Blind Rage

Blind Rage,

I'm gonna attack you like a phage,

the whole world is my stage,

and you've let me out of my cage,

and I'm gonna write a new page,

In history.

It's too late,

I'm no longer innate,

It's all grown from the seed of hate,

the one you sewed inside me,

It's like fate,

I have no more reason to wait,

Now its just you, me and this weight,

I'm gonna clobber you til no one can recognise that face,

I'm not gonna slow my pace,

keep ripping you til you have no more space,

inside your chest to even harbour a soul,

this is it, this is my role,

it's my destiny, my alter ego that makes me a whole,

I'm gonna rip you apart and dig a hole,

actually fuck that I'll just leave you on a pole,

stick it in the ground to show the whole world,

and when I'm done I'll go out on patrol,

search the world for more dickheads like you,

it's all because of you its true,

now you got me started I'm starting to crave,

this is what you nurtured, you made,

now because of you I live off blind rage.

Jammin'

Jammin' in my garden with the birds 'n' the fukin' bees,

it's a beautiful summers day 'n' I'm lovin' the way,

my guitar seems 2 be strummin' of its own accord,

the beauty of the world is an inspiration 'n' I'm takin' it down on record,

take note 'n' listen how I change this chord,

I wont ever let you get bored,

because the world isn't sumthin' to get bored of,

it's sumthin' you should always want more of,

it's sumthin' I cant get enough of,

Jammin' in this beautiful world.

Ehsaas

Jab humhaare hont mile,

Tou aas paas phool khile,

Door door parbat bhi hile,

Humaare pyaar ke ehsaas se....

To be cont.

Purani Jeans (Old Jeans)

Purani jeans, you dont know what they've seen, stuck with me when times got tough, stayed strong when things got rough, kept on going when most others had had enough. Been with me when I've been down, even when no one else was around, stayed together when I've hit the ground, left me never even when I was underground. They've seen me smile in my best of times, with my mates waiting for the ice-cream van chimes, being idiots but never committing no crimes, running around while we were in out primes. They've kept me going even when I got shy, when I thought, I like that girl lets give it a try, walked up with me when I had my held up high, stood with me when I said "hehe...Hi". And I wear them still, keeping them nice and clean, not torn or ripped, even at the seams, the faded colour a testament to what they've seen, Purani Jeans Purani Jeans...

Well, Guess who's back =/

Yeah it's been a while, started university and all, what a drag ¬¬ Seriously, I cannot be bothered to do anything these days, laziness is now officially my middle name. Ah well, it'll pass... ¬¬

Well I might as well get to the point, I wrote a few poems over the last couple months, thought it'd be a good idea to post em on here, got the idea from my good friend Dara, you can see his blog here. There a mixture of english and urdu poems, great for all us romantic types out there. And yes, I will be adding more as time goes on, I'm sure you'll enjoy reading them.

Your Heart

And there I was, left by the way side,

watching you cast yourself ahead,

and my heart filled with sorrow, dark as ink,

to the deepest depths of my soul.

And yet, I saw, the glance you tried to hide,

the deepest of secrets, hidden from the world,

yet clear to me as the sun on a unblemished sky,

I saw it in your eyes, calling out to my soul.

And the darkness of the ink, broken,

a tiny blotch of white in the infinite darkness,

which I now follow, to the ends of the earth,

the light at the end of the tunnel,

to your heart..

Hiding in Plain Sight

Through fields of blossoming orchids I walk,

looking for a way out, indeed,

the scent becomes annoying and in time, intolerable.

And as I search, my heart is determined to lead me astray,

to provoke me to search for that special flower,

more secretive than the rest,

elusive to my eyes yet in plain sight,

to search for you, for you are my way out...

Pyar Ka Zikr

Pyar ka zikr kar diya,

Hosh ka fikr chor diya,

Tere liye apna dil khol diya.

Zamana chorne ke liye tayyar khare hue hein hum,

Tumhaare intezaar mein khare hue hein hum,

Ke ek din tum aaogi,

Aur haat mein haat daal kar,

Aankhon se biche hue,

Makhmal ke chaadar se apna dil mere dil so jor lo gi...

Ride of My Life

You came into my life and my heart set off, galloping,

now every time i see you, hear you,

imagine you, imagine us...

my heart does a little giddy up,

and somewhere in the distance I hear the voice of some indifferent deity,

calling himself my concious,

telling me that I need to stop,

but I ignored him and rode on,

letting my heart take me to you,

hanging on for dear life...

Phool ka Libhas

Har Phool Ka Bhi Ajab Libhas Hota Hai,

Chup Rehna Bhi Pyaar Ka Ek Ehsaas Hota Hai,

Zakham Koi Hai Nahin Phir Kyun Dard Ka Ehsaas Hai,

Lagta Hai Dil Ka Koi Tukra Aap Ke Paas Hai..

Nazni

Kisi nazni nein humaara jee churaya,

humaare khayal uske haseen chehre ne sataya,

iss qaddar ke zameen ke kaale pattar bhi makhmal ke chaadar keh tarha kadmon ke neeche narm si lage,

aur hawaon mein baraste baadal haaton ke pohoch mein lage.

Badal di duniya humaari ke jee chaaha parbat ke balandi se duniya muthi mein le kar zindagi se takkar lagane ke liye nikal parein...

Zindagi Ka Saffar

Nikal pare hum, bikhre bikhre,

dhoond ne ke liye, apni dhulaniya.

Yahan gaye, wahan gaye, umeed lekar, ke koi hai betha,

humaare intezaar mein.

Mila koi nahin, hum hue bekarar,

dil ne kaha, dhoond le mere liye thora pyaar.

Humne pyaar ka ishaar kiya, kisi haseena se, pyaar ke bina,

dil se dokha kar ke.

Pyaar ki pyaas nahin bhujhi, dil ne kami mehsoos ki,

haseena ka maasoom dil toota, humne dil se dhokha khaya.

Dard se bhara dil ne pukara, humpar pyaar barsao o khuda,

bhejo humpar, koi aisi afsara.

Kaale din aur bheegi raaton mein,

laga koi nahin raha humaara,

phir achanak saamne aayi ek afsara,

aur kara humne khuda ka shukriya ada.

Kaale dino mein aaya noor, bheegi raaton mein mila ek saathi,

pyaase dil ko mila, ek barsaat pyaar ki.

naya dil, naya pyaar ke saat, hume mila naya andaaz,

aur pyaar humne barsaaya uss par iss kaddar,

ke woh hamesha ke liye hui humaari,

Nikal pare duniya ko banaane apni,

haat mein haat thaam kar, saat saat chale,

iss zindagi ke saffar mein..

Hope you guys enjoyed that, More to come so watch this space!

Peace out x